i have realized that there is claire fentem blog paraphernalia all over the internet. &i don't remember my passwords to ANY of them. they're so funny to read. my old livejournal from when i was like, fifteen is incredible. i was so witty &full of life. i miss it.

i am lucky enough to have the whole weekend off, despite being asked if i could work today. i'm sorry, if you ask me less than 48 hours in advance i will say no, regardless of whether i'm truly busy or not. because that's just inconsiderate.

i'm not a very nice person sometimes. but i also have no guilt involved because we're coming up on the end of the semester &i have a project &two essays to work on.

i miss taking pictures. rachel's right, antidepressants do take away your creativity. i know i could go out with ponch's camera &snap away, but i doubt i'd take any inspiring pictures. but i can get out of bed in the morning without fearing for my life. i don't know which is better.

i'm so proud of my guy.

i've been following obama since he ran for senate when i was 16 years old. it seems like a lifetime ago.

i knew this day would come, &i'm so glad.

i can't wait to see what happens.